Sinking Deep

I’m in my emotions

I fully know when I step into this space

there is no escape

it’s like the bourbon in my heart ignites

and the light to my mind grows dim

my spirit starts humming my favorite melody

inviting me

into a place I have no control over

but I feel beckoned by the sound

the aroma whispers it’s going to be safe

but that never seems to be the case

I toss and turn in my emotions

I am restless and irrational in my emotions

I listen to lies

and believe them

but yet every time

I feel the warm invitation

I forget every lesson I have learned

and dive in

-kayls