The Easy and The Hard

It’s not easy to talk about depression when you don’t currently feel that way

but read back on when you used to

it’s hard to talk about home issues

it’s hard to talk about faith 

and making so many dumb mistakes 

and not accepting my shitty version of grace

it’s hard to bare my heart on this page 

and let whoever wants to read 

learn all about my fate

being stuck in the nature of my day to day

routine-

it’s slowly sucking the life out of me

it’s not easy

but each entry 

makes the pain of the truth

a little less messy

a canvas of healing

starting from the beginning 

until a beautiful work of art 

is made out of the easy and the hard

-kayls